Shop Mobile More Submit  Join Login
About Traditional Art / Hobbyist YamiMarik AddictUnknown Recent Activity
Deviant for 5 Years
Needs Core Membership
Statistics 108 Deviations 2,647 Comments 14,802 Pageviews

Newest Deviations

Friends

:iconluleiya: :iconkagomeotilia: :iconteamchelsea: :iconamalika: :iconcelinedgd: :iconrlouward09: :iconhakoro: :iconfooldragon: :iconkaikiryu: :iconherzydishtar: :iconfoxfanforever: :iconmannaangel: :iconyamimaliksassailant: :iconthesedisturbingdeeds:

Donate

6YamiMarik6Lover6 has started a donation pool!
814 / 40,732
I don't have the bank-passes that DA requirers for payment. :cries: That's why I need you guys to help me reach my goal. I don't mind writing a fanfic, doing photo-manipulation and|or drawings so
:iconpointsplz:COMISSIONS ARE OPEN ^^:iconpointslaplz:

:iconthankspointsplz:

I'll just hope that someday I'll reach my goal. . ;)
And if there is any people out there who are giving that would be very nice and appreaciated, I'll love you forever :love:

:iconpointisloveplz:COMISSION PRICES IF ANYONE IS INTRESTED:

~One drawing is 3 points. .
~An extra point for every aditional character.
~Photomanipulation is 2 points.
~A short fanfiction is 3 points, a meduim is 6 and a long is 10


I will be using the points to give people I look up to an 1-year premuimship, hoping to show them that way what they mean to me. If I have any points too much, I will be using that to buy DA-gifts for my friends or maybe donate them to a group for contests ^^

I think 38,336 is the ammount of Points that I need to give all 16 people an 1~year premuim account.
I calculated it with Google. .

If you give me a point, I will go to your page, give you a Llama, go trough your entire Gallary and fave everything that I like about it, and if you're really to my style, I will add you to my Watch~List. I'm an active watcher! :3

All of the point donators get automaticly a Feature of their channel in this thing ^^


Please, pleaseeeeeeee donate T_T


People I intend to give a 12-month premuim account someday:
:iconmannaangel: :iconthesedisturbingdeeds: :iconwriterandpoet:
:iconyamimaliksassailant: :iconlegalien: :iconlovedestructive:
:iconherzydishtar: :iconwingeddream: :iconnanabbi:
:iconsutekimalik: :iconpurpleink777: :iconelfietanuki:
:iconamalika: :icondreamerforlife: :iconxnoheart16:
:iconmagicsmith: and :iconrlouward09:


Feature for the people who helped me, Thanks! :love: :
:iconcmlintu::iconamethyst-amygdala::iconspannedsoul::iconannighty:
:iconevil-weevil::iconsnowmask::iconmisssparkle1::iconcreative-sun:
:iconmuted-pain::icondbs2::iconxnoheart16::iconmadalinka:
:iconrockstarvanity::iconiluvdogs101::iconrlouward09::iconcalmpanda:

[Reminder to self ~ Feature some works of :icontaemanaku: in my journal when I have a premuim membership, as a 'thank you' for featuring me]
[Another reminder to self ~ Feature 3 works of :iconelfietanuki: in my journal when I have a premuim membership as a 'thank you' for featuring me]

You must be logged in to donate.

10th of November 2013 

Today, around 3 PM, I lost one of the most, beautiful, honest, courageous and strongest souls I’ve ever known in my entire life; My best friend Fluffy.

He succumbed to complications due to a very, very severe cold he got earlier this week.

It started 4 days ago.

His nose was dense and completely stuffed and runny.. He had difficulties eating and drinking which resulted in him losing weight at an incredible rapid speed, he was eating only a couple of bites a day and that was by far not enough to provide him of the strength that he needed in order to recover.

We decided to give it time because when you’re so sick the way he was you don’t want anything. You don’t want food or water or anything else, you just want to be left alone and rest. And if he doesn’t eat for a day it’s fine and understandable. But if he doesn’t start eating again in 2 days my mom would need to force-feed him.

Yesterday he got weaker and in the late-afternoon (7-8 PM) he got a couple of “Seizures” because he didn’t have enough strength to stand or sit or lay on his own without falling over to one side. I texted my mom who was out bowling like she always does on Saturday and she texted back that she was going to get baby-food for him. That night we attempted to give him some but he only wanted very little of it and after that he decided it was enough and he refused to cooperate when it came to food for the most part. He did much better with water.

But today he wouldn’t do anything anymore. This morning, he still showed that combativeness and my mom told me he protested when she tried to free the area around his nose from scobs and snot.

He was now incredibly skinny, I don’t think I’ve ever seen him more malnourished than I did today.. There was absolutely nothing left in his stomach. His strength was gone. His body was shutting down and he just laid there, leaning against one of the pillows on the couch and despite that he still prolapsed until he laid completely to one side. I’ve moved him a couple of times, trying to figure out what would be the best position to sit for him to make him more comfortable.. I had him on my lap for a while, but he prolapsed. I had him sitting next to me, hoping my leg would be of any support, but he prolapsed. I placed him on a towel because it has a better structure than the bumpy blanket that I currently use to keep myself warm on the couch. That seemed to look better. 

30 minutes before his passing, my mom attempted to give him food again but this time he would hardly respond if any response was given at all. Same with the water. And then we discovered he had no teeth anymore, but he did still have his teeth this morning. So I said “Wait, what? Let me look. That’s not possible.” I honestly thought that she was trying to come up with some kind of joke or something to lighten the mood so I peeked into his mouth and nothing. I saw NO teeth at all. Only gum, but not a single teeth. He had also been having his smell of ammoniac since 2 days so I knew that everything was going really really bad.

So then I put him back on the towel and I thought about putting him down. I couldn’t let him live like this. Not being able to move, not being able to eat or drink and not even being able to lie and rest up without falling to one side. Basically his body gave up on him and life even before he did.

Then some of his body started twitching a tiny little bit. Like the kind that one can get when you’re about to fall asleep and not even 5 seconds after that his breathing stopped and that was it. Poof. Gone. Just like that. He died. He faded from existence.

I grabbed him and held him in my hands/arms and I cried.

He died a merciful death. He didn’t choke, he didn’t panic, he didn’t feel any pain. It was like going to sleep for him. He fell unconscious and he never suffered from breathing that got cut of or going into a seizure. The exact kind of death that I had pictured for him. He’s already had enough ordeals and pain in this life, his death was smoothly and very fast.

Fluffy Collection by 6YamiMarik6Lover6


My dear Fluffy-Ball.
Thanks for all the fond memories and amazing times we had together. You were a big part of my life and I won’t ever forget how you were there for me when nobody else was. I wouldn’t be here today if it hadn’t been for you. And you’ve proved all the vets wrong with their “He must be put down”-crap.

 

My hero. My love. My best friend. My everything.



You have fought well, you deserve some sleep now.
Take care and I will miss you.



??~04~04 - 10-11-13

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: What I've just typed
  • Watching: Laptop screen
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

deviantID

6YamiMarik6Lover6
YamiMarik Addict
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Hello! :wave:

¤ Lyn-Lyn or Li 💕 ¤ 25 ¤ ♀ ¤ ♍


Dutch-Badge by Dinoclaws

GAMER Casual STAMP by Faeth-design

Yami Marik Stamp by HerzyDIshtarstamp: Malik by KathisofyYami Marik Stamp by Magica-28Yami Marik Stamp II by Magica-28Marik obsession stamp by IamTerra
Yami Marik Stamp 2 by RavenluvsSesshomaruYami Marik Stamp by RavenluvsSesshomaruYami Marik Stamp 3 by RavenluvsSesshomaruYami marik stamp by KisaraAkiRyuDark Marik Stamp by depp
Requests - Friends Only by SweetDukeTrades - Open by SweetDukeCollaborations - Open by SweetDukeCommissions - Closed by SweetDukePoint Commissions - Closed by SweetDuke
Gifts - Friends Only by SweetDukeNo ACEOs by SweetDukeKiribans - Closed by SweetDukeGiveaways are closed by WizzDonoRoleplays are open by WizzDono

:rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart:
:iconwingsplz::iconripplz:Fluffy GIF by 6YamiMarik6Lover6:iconripplz::iconwingsplz: Fluffy Collection by 6YamiMarik6Lover6
:rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart::rose::love::heart:

Requiescat In Pace, you beautiful Sir.

:cries::crying:

_______❋??/03/04❋ - ✞10/11/13✞_______



:llama: If you give me a Llama I will always return the favour~

{×}------------------STOP STORING MY FAVORITES. :c by RavynneNevyrmoreToo many things -stamp- by ShantellaHate Storage Stamp by izka197------------------{×}
I Miss The 90's by hollsNight Person Stamp by ClearBlueSkysMy Younger Self Stamp by invader-zim-14Cancelled TV Shows Stamp by dgLariLife by TheArtistDarkladyWhat is My Life? by ashesto
Warning, Sarcasm user-Stamp by DinoclawsBeing Childish Stamp by Creativeness.:I Love Psychos:. Stamp by YinYangLammyAnimal cruelty is wrong STAMP by Winered-AngelMurder by tExTuReMaTtIcDuct Tape by TheMan268
I wish I could meet you IRL by Drake1I Met My Best Friend Online by hollsI support baby death by juliaGENOCIDEHumans SUCK by Firework154The Ugly Truth Stamp by mylastelI just have to prove myself by RebiValeska
My Characters STAMP by NocturnalMelody9Research Stamp by LuthraiPerfectionist Stamp by ERHBuggyI Draw For.. -STAMP- by HoneyAppleNinja+Art Neglection Stamp+ by dantesgirlThis stamp is bored by Drake1
Well he is... by Haters-Gonna-Hate-Me
DA Stamp - Don't Agree 01 by tppgraphicsRP Addict by hollsAll Nighter RP Stamp by zoshi


Artist's comments stamp by Shutsumon.: Read the comments :. Stamp by Beti-Kot
.
This is How I Feel by Mr-StampAutism Stamp by callykarishokkaStamps - PTSD by MauserGirlStamp: It might not be physical... by 8manderz8Anxiety by CM-sanUnstable Mood Stamp by FaKePT
Suicide is self expression by mihai26589
.
I Hate Posers by demonlove124Opinion stamp by xAshleyMxImperfect by LostKitten
Normal People Scare Me Stamp by trinitylastI laugh at homophobes by prosaixI don't discriminate - Stamp by joiski


FAVORITE CHARACTERS <3


Protype-fan-stamp by ItaRoxasHikarinoAltair fan stamp by soulshinigamiYoung Ezio by CloudemyxCristina Vespucci by 6YamiMarik6Lover6[rosa stamp]
Claudia Auditore stamp by justdacatStamp - The Historian by KumagorochanLeonardo da Vinci Stamp by Sebs07maria thorpe stamp by 6YamiMarik6Lover6malik stamp by shannonott
Desmond Miles Stamp by Deshmund:thumb348017881:I love Yusuf by Coley-sXeAC Kadar stamp by NemonusSnufkin - stamp by RiikkaK
Groke's lover stamp by RysownikLittle My Stamp. by 6YamiMarik6Lover6Ninny Stamp. by 6YamiMarik6Lover6Snorkmaiden Stamp. by 6YamiMarik6Lover6Moomin Stamp. by 6YamiMarik6Lover6
Too-Ticky Stamp. by 6YamiMarik6Lover6Riddick Stamp by PixleRelishRiddicks Dog Stamp by 6YamiMarik6Lover6Jack Stamp by 6YamiMarik6Lover6Kyra Stamp by 6YamiMarik6Lover6
Purifierstamp by 6YamiMarik6Lover6Shazza Stamp. by 6YamiMarik6Lover6Zeke Stamp by 6YamiMarik6Lover6Rishid Ishtar Stamp by SavvyStuffYami Marik Stamp by HerzyDIshtar
Yugi Support by SoranuTea Fan Stamp by NHS-5Ryou Stamp by JLMagianPegasus Stamp by kalot3000Throttle stamp 2 by blackstorm
Modo stamp by blackstormVinnie stamp by blackstormStoker stamp by blackstormRimfire stamp by blackstormCharley-girl stamp by Ichigooneechan66:thumb338107716:Sonic Stamp by Miha85Tails Stamp by Super-HedgehogCream + Cheese 2011 stamp by SA948-StampsShadow Stamp by JetProwerTheFox
Rouge stamp by SonyaLSTMNT Leonardo Stamp by Inner-DRaphael TMNT Stamp by dragontamer272TMNT Donatello Stamp 2 by dA--bogeymanMikey Support Stamp TMNT by MammaCarnage
TMNT Casey Jones Stamp 3 by dA--bogeymanTMNT April O'Neil Stamp 3 by dA--bogeymanSplinter Stamp by NaruButtTMNT Karai Stamp 1 by dA--bogeymanTMNT Leatherhead Stamp by dA--bogeyman
Miyamoto Usagi by noatwinAngel Stamp by 6YamiMarik6Lover6 [karen], [potty], Spongebob stamp by Dreamypunk
Gary the Snail Stamp by lapraskingBubble Buddy Stamp 2 by lapraskingSandy Cheeks Stamp by lapraskingTeam Rocket Stamp by MarkiSanMisty stamp by SA948-Stamps
Brock stamp by SA948-StampsAsh BW stamp by SA948-StampsMax stamp by SA948-StampsProfessor Oak stamp by SA948-StampsErika stamp by SA948-Stamps
Sabrina stamp by SA948-StampsVegeta Stamp by PixieDust01Goku Fan Stamp by XxChiChixXKrillin Love Stamp by Gosha-ChanDib Stamp by Choccolato
ziiiiim by someth1ngw1ckedStamp Gaz fan by DphantomgirlGIR FAN stamp by Phantom--WolfHannibal Lecter stamp by sequelleEeyore Stamp by NaruButt
Piglet Stamp by WhitalishisChristopher Robin Stamp by NaruButtWinnie the Pooh Stamp by PuccaFanGirlJJR - Jazz stamp by justrobJJR - Spaz stamp by justrob
JJR - Lori by justrob [Eva Earlong] Stamp- Hey Arnold Movie by reggiewolfproHelga by ovstampsHerzdIshtar :Stamp: by LauNachtyr

SHIPPINGS
ezio x altair by Clare-Sparda Ezio and Cristina stamp by justdacatPeachShipping Fan Stamp by NHS-5Anti Revolutionshipping by DarkAngelWithoutHopeShadow and Maria Stamp by Stamp221
LeoxKarai Stamp by Nala162024Sedate Shipping Stamp by MewGiX3Anti-BronzeShipping (Stamp) by MewGiX3Crosshipping Stamp by PokeStuck98Hannibal x Clarice by QuidxProxQuo
Helga and Arnold stamp by ABCreatiefHerz_YamiMarick_Fan by mariyami5

:iconletter-iplz:
:iconletter-lplz::iconletter-oplz::iconletter-vplz::iconletter-eplz:
:iconletter-yplz::iconletter-aplz::iconletter-mplz::iconletter-iplz:
:iconletter-mplz::iconletter-aplz::iconletter-rplz::iconletter-iplz::iconletter-kplz:
:iconrainbow-iplz:
:iconrainbow-lplz::iconrainbow-oplz::iconrainbow-vplz::iconrainbow-eplz:
:iconrainbow-yplz::iconrainbow-aplz::iconrainbow-mplz::iconrainbow-iplz:
:iconrainbow-mplz::iconrainbow-aplz::iconrainbow-rplz::iconrainbow-iplz::iconrainbow-kplz:


"I want to talk to you, but I don't know what to say.
I am afraid you don't want me to say anything.
So I don't.
But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.
And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you.
And how I love you despite my broken heart.
And how I need you in my life.
And especially how much I want you.
But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside.
Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too...
but I'll never know."

~Author Unknown to C/L
Interests

AdCast - Ads from the Community

Comments


Add a Comment:
 
:iconkikyo1997:
Kikyo1997 Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the favorite dear, it's always nice to see another YuGiOh fan around :) (Smile) 
Reply
:icon6yamimarik6lover6:
6YamiMarik6Lover6 Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome, though I'm no YGO fan XP
Reply
:iconpinkcherry97:
pinkCherry97 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I am pretty late with this but thank you so much for the llama=)
Reply
Hidden by Owner
Hidden by Owner
Add a Comment: